I've felt sad ever since I can remember It's never disappeared, like a light switch left on its never been turned off just slowly consuming me. I thought It was just a temporary thing and I've always felt like it would go away as I grew as a person, but I doubt it ever will. I'm just a sad person. The smallest thing could ignite my sadness the most meaningless thing but it would slowly turn into a black hole sucking me in until there's nothing left of me just an empty case. It's something I'll always have to live with from as long as I could remember, its the saddest truth I've had to accept because living a normal life for me will always be tainted with sadness and its the most painful thing I've had to accept and live with.